sitting here, 1.5 hour till my final... been awake since 3.. i realize something.. I don't hate school as much as I thought.. I mean all this sleep derivation is horrible.. but it give me a reason to wake up.. sometime a guy need a reason to get up in the morning... fear and hope has been dominated my entire life.. fear that i'll be late to school or wherever, hope that something better will enter my life... today.. well.. school and final.. odd feeling but different.. i have no fear since i study and know the material.. i'm not hopeful because today will be like any other day.. I just wake up and think about school.. that it..
And while up, I'm planning a 2-Day-after Christmas BBQ & karaoke Get Together...i miss my friends so why not do a party?? 2 day after christmas will be friday.. Meaning most people have plenty of time w/ family, and it a Friday.. I could plan activities.. yay...
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